{"id":406,"date":"2023-06-17T17:34:44","date_gmt":"2023-06-17T21:34:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/faithhopeandlovejesus.org\/blog\/?p=406"},"modified":"2023-06-17T17:34:44","modified_gmt":"2023-06-17T21:34:44","slug":"i-couldnt-stand-up-by-tyler-jones","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/faithhopeandlovejesus.org\/blog\/2023\/06\/17\/i-couldnt-stand-up-by-tyler-jones\/","title":{"rendered":"I Couldn&#8217;t Stand Up&#8230;by Tyler Jones"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I couldn&#8217;t stand up.  There was a bizarre feeling going through my legs at the time, no pain, just an overwhelming sense of weakness whenever I tried to stand. I realized right then that something was very, very, wrong.  That something turned out to be Stage 3 Non-Hodgkin&#8217;s Lymphoma.  That was the day I found out that I had cancer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Looking back, that was undoubtedly one of the most crucial moments of my life.  I was only four years old at the time, so I wasn&#8217;t old enough yet to fully grasp my chances of survival and how grim the situation was.  I didn&#8217;t realize it at the time, but the whole experience really forced me to grow up a little quicker, and it&#8217;s still affecting me to this day.  I was exposed to a lot of things that most four-year-old kids aren&#8217;t.  Although I didn&#8217;t understand a lot of the things going on around me at the time, they still imprinted on me and changed the way I acted and thought in ways that even now I cant&#8217; fully comprehend.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There were simple things like how I spent a lot of my time in the game room doing puzzles and word searches, which eventually led to my love for problem-solving.  Even without actively understanding everything, I subconsciously picked up on a lot of things just from spending so much time interacting with adults instead of kids my age.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>One of the most significant lessons I learned was because of the boy in the room next to me.  He was a little older than me, but I found out that we had not only the same type of cancer, but also the same Spider-man bed sheets.  Of course, this meant that I immediately like him.  Despite only getting to interact with him once or twice, I pretty much considered him as the only friend I had there, and I think he thought the same about me.  One day he&#8217;s there, and everything seemed fine, and then I wake up the next morning, and he&#8217;s gone, and they&#8217;re clearing out his room, and I just couldn&#8217;t understand why. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Looking back, that was probably the first time someone I knew had died, and even though I didn&#8217;t explicitly know he was dead, I knew that I&#8217;d never see him again, and that made me feel sad.  I think that was where I first learned about mortality, I didn&#8217;t know how to put it in words, but I started to understand that sometimes people leave and they just don&#8217;t come back.  It also taught me to always try and make the most of the time I had with the people around me because I was afraid that if they left, they might not come back too.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It took a year of chemotherapy for me to be cleared and taken off the treatment.  The people I met and the things I experienced during that year truly shaped me in to the person I am today. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m known for many things; Tyler the gamer, the smart guy, they guy who&#8217;s not always so smart, the guy who likes making jokes, the kind of weird guy, the loud guy, the guy who can drink 2-liter bottles of fruit punch at an alarming rate, but at my core, I am Tyler the cancer survivor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>~~<strong><em>TYLER JONES<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I couldn&#8217;t stand up. There was a bizarre feeling going through my legs at the time, no pain, just an overwhelming sense of weakness whenever I tried to stand. I realized right then that something was very, very, wrong. That something turned out to be Stage 3 Non-Hodgkin&#8217;s Lymphoma. 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